I am so ill. I fear I will die any day now. I have given birth to a daughter, Ani. But I cannot even think of her. It will not matter, because I am sure to die.

I have texted Kerinin that I am dying. For some reason I feel that I need to see him before I die. I want his forgiveness. He must come before I die. I need him to know that I did care for him and that I need him to forgive me. Oh Kerinin, come before I die!