As the first half of my FMS experience winds down, some nitty-gritty soul searching brought out the following angst:
- Scouts’ roles in their enterprises are not always clear/seemingly relevent.
- This is not an immersive experience (internship) that is necessarily distinguishable from others.
- It is very, very easy to lose perspective and feel simultaneously bored and overwhelmed.
- Cultural resistance and harsh socio-economic realities can sink social impact ships, or at least force them into a less agreeable port.
- Existing social business incubators are limiting themselves to a very narrow field of potential entrepreneurs – and this drives me nuts.
Since we’re in emo mode here, I’ll tell you that recently I have had doubts about the general idea of social impact investment/business (is it really what it thinks it is?) and doubts about what exactly it is that I am accomplishing here – for myself, for Saútil, and for humanity at large. São Paulo’s infernal traffic gives me a lot of time for introspection on the bus – can you tell?
Let’s call this the graduate student’s existential crisis – the doubting of the Scout.
The major hurdle is the heavily lopsided socio-economic reality here in Brazil. In general, the middle- and upper-classes are quite used to appalling inequality, and many have no problem looking the other way (by building high walls to block views of favelas, for example). Extreme conditions illicit extreme responses. This is not an environment that is particularly conducive to worrying about the greater good, and your average João on the street will still be a little confused about why we need to worry about them anyway.
I’m not entirely convinced that social business is the silver bullet for poverty reduction as it is currently being practiced. My initial understanding was that impact investors looked for low-income entrepreneurs with the big idea and the local know-how to generate change in their own lives. The appeal was the autonomy, the dignity, and the longevity of social and economic development generated by small business at the very bottom.
However, what I’m seeing are upper-middle-class types – people that are easily found and incubated/accelerated – getting funding for tech companies that truly poor people have no way of accessing. Saútil is a brilliant site, with a lot of potential to do a lot of good (in fact, they are already doing good), but visiting destitute communities on the fringes of São Paulo is a very harsh reminder that people who live without electricity don’t turn to the internet for information about health care.
I think Brazil was always going to be a tough sell. I haven’t lost faith by any means, but I can’t help but doubt the current methodology for finding and accelerating social entrepreneurs – we should be digging deeper and fighting harder to find revolutionary low-income entrepreneurs if this field is really going to hit back at inequality, poverty, desperation, and the millions of daily indignities that a human being faces without clean water, a toilet, and the ability to read a book.
In other words: we are not going far enough. So you already know the question that has been haunting me these past few weeks: “Now what?”
Well, a little bit of whining over Skype with our top dog Ross actually pulled me out of my funk and highlighted a way forward. First, (and I knew this anyway, but forgot it) any internship is going to have a certain component of drudgery and stupid stuff that you have to do because the actual employees don’t want to. And the beginning stages of any new endeavor are never going to be enough, because you have to start somewhere – even if it’s not the somewhere you envisioned. Reality, as they say, bites.
But Ross made some good points, as he is wont to do – specifically:
- any contribution we make is of value to the enterprise, however pointless it might seem at the time. (One of my sexier tasks is daily trash collection – jealous yet?)
- Brazil is a new beast for this, a new field, so of course things are going to be a little more difficult (read: frustrating and occasionally off-message).
- to make this an FMS experience rather than just an internship, I need to branch out beyond my daily routine and explore the BIG PICTURE.
I am super excited about this last point, because it will make the difference between being an intern (yawn) and being a Scout (yay!). As I may have already mentioned, my biggest concern is that we are actually not working with BoP entrepreneurs, but this is the opportunity to find (Scout?) them and see what’s viable in terms of life-changing, poverty-smashing, tree-saving enterprises.
Don’t misunderstand – Saútil is an innovative, necessary business that has already schooled me in many invaluable ways, and this experience on its own will serve me and them well in the future. But I’m ready to kick it up a notch and really, truly explore both the limits and the potential of social impact investing in Brazil.
Succeed or fail, this is uncharted territory, and we are at the helm – and as Scouts, we can’t let ourselves forget that.
On to the next half!